Tired

I'm just mentally tired. Really no mood.
Feeling angry and frustrated at the same time.
Nothing can be done after much complain.
Does not have the ability to change.
I think everyone in the company must have hate me a lot.
Nobody seem to remember me when they have gathering.
Nobody like me because I'm so fierce.
That is just me, I am like that.
Maybe nobody know that if I am really really angry at that person, I won't talk to the person at all, I will treat the person transparent.
But if I really care for that person, I will scold that person like nobody business. But nobody understand me.
Maybe is time for me to leave the company. Previously I hesitate to leave the company because there is a lot of good person. But recently I found out that people treat me like transparent.
Now, there is no place for me in the company anymore.